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Whitfield Nebraska Soundtrack

by Grown Up Avenger Stuff ft Deirdre Kroener

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1.
one, two, three, four don't go too far don't look down don't show your feelings unless no one is around who might drown you never know who you're crying to what they're going through what they think of you if they see blues or reds if they are half alive or half dead you never know don't go to the left don't move to the right don't open your mouth hold your neck tight who do you think you are special like you're some kind of star who are you talking to do they, do they think like you what lies underneath we're all misled is this your choice or their voice in your head you never know you never know you never know you never you never know you never know you never know ... do you see blues or reds are you half alive or half dead who are you talking to do they, do they think like you you never know
2.
Snow 04:57
I can't feel my fingers and my eyes are burning this always happens when will I learn? I was on fire and I let you happen I always go too far And I feel the burn - the snow is falling and you won't let me in I brought on the winter The cold comes from within me Here in the dark, Here in the quiet I don't cry - I sit and wait Without you, I'm nothing Without you, I'm frozen Without love, life's not worth living Please tell me it's not too late - the snow is falling and you won't let me in I brought on the winter The cold comes from within me Me! Me! Please tell me you love me Please bring back the sun My darling, I'm sorry Please tell me I'm the one Please tell me you love me Please bring back the sun My darling, I'm sorry Please tell me I'm the one
3.
Pretty New 04:11
I like the way you walk I like the way you talk I like the way you move I'm so damn into you - you go that groove. I like the way you run I don't care where you hide I will find you baby Need you honey by my side I like the way you feel I like the way you sound You're getting me so high Before I hit the ground I like the way you run No matter where you hide I will find you baby Need you honey - by my side I like the way you feel You make me wanna scream I want you so badly So come on daddy - why you be so mean? I like the way you run No matter where you hide I will find you baby Need you honey - by my side I like the way you run No matter where you hide You're so fine. I think about you all the time. All the time, All the time All the time, All the time All the time, All the time All the time All the time All the time All the time ALL THE TIME I like the way you run No matter where you hide I will find you baby Need you honey - by my side
4.
Love Please 04:04
I slip on the small stones because I have weak legs Won't you lend me your bones? So I can dance through these days So I'm small and your big So you hit and I dig Yeah, we're different, we're not the same but I'm picking up pieces, that's why I came Why can't you just love her? Why can't you just love please? Why can't you just love her? Why can't you just love me? I move through the darkness but you see right through me You wanna cut my strings why can't you just pull me? So you're strong and I'm tired You're so calm, but I'm on fire Yeah, we're different, we're not the same but I'm looking for something, that's why I came Why can't you just love her? Why can't we just love please? Why can't you just love her? Why can't you just love me? Why can't I just love her? Why can't we just love please? Why can't you just love her? Why can't you just love me? La La - La... Just pull me in your direction Just move me with your protection Your protection Your protection Why can't you just love her? Why can't you just love please? Why can't you just love her? Why can't you just love me? Why can't I just love her? Why can't we just love please? Why can't you just love her? Why can't you just love me? Why can't I just love her? Why can't we just love please? Why can't you just love her? Why can't you just love me? Love me!!! Love Please.
5.
It's so simple, it's so clear. It's apparent - I can't stay here. I didn't know, I gotta go, I am wrong, I don't belong, Gonna get caught before too long, and you want me to come along. And you took my hand. It's so crazy that I trust you. But I do. It's been forever since I've seen you. Didn't work out the last time, but here we are on this fast ride. Gonna burn burn burn this lovers flame - makes me feel alive and I wanna feel it again. And you do that to me. Hey! It's almost over, so hold on. It's been a life time, how we've grown! You kissed my face, I kicked your leg, your father died, my hair went grey. You kept my soul safe from the rain and I'll never leave you again. I love you.
6.
Alive 06:19
Time is t-ticking away They're gonna bowl you over You just don't know what you've done You don't know what's coming You better move son Time is t-ticking away You don't know which way to go But one thing is clear You better move They're gonna bowl you over They're gonna eat you alive You better pick a direction If you're gonna survive You better move son The rats are chewing away But they just like to bite bite bite It's not for release It's just to sharpen to their teeth They're gonna eat you alive and not just to survive It's just for fun You better move son You better move son Time is s-slipping away But you don't even care And your heart beat is so so ohhh is so slow You're gonna bowl them over You're gonna eat 'em alive If they even try to make you survive They better move son Time is t-ticking away They better move son They better move son They better move They better!
7.
Now 04:30
This indecision's killing me It's leaving me with no place to go because I don't know.... It's fooling me, it's tricking me, It's losing me, it's kicking me down where I don't want to go, where I can't go... It's confusing me, eroding me, eluding me, it's starting to scare me! I've come so far and bear the scars just to see the stars... disappearing... from my view. What can I do? I'm just wandering everywhere I'm just trying to be found when everyone knows you've got to stay in one place But is it here? And is it now? Can my dreams - my love - transcend this infinite space? I'm just trying to get by. I'm just trying to find the light... When everyone knows you've got to look deep inside. But is it here? And is it me? Can my dreams - my love - transcend this infinite space? I've come so far and bear the scars just to see the stars... I will reach them before I'm through. That's what I'll do.
8.
You traded your guitar for some bullets and a horse You say you hate to use that gun but your hands been forced You already lit the match your memories are all in flames You say there's no turnin' back and nobody's playin no games Morning noon and night through the heat of burnin hell You're lookin for a fight You've got a thirst you cannot quell Mornin noon and night you're seeking your revenge You say you're not long for this life and you're going to find its end! Yeah Yeah Yeah! You dont dream no more When you do it all turns red You dont see my face You look right through my head - to the horizon and the sun that's comin up I am going with you I'm not gonna give up Morning noon and night Where you going I will follow I won't let you out of my sight I will be your shadow Morning noon and night through the blood sweat and tears We will ride through your darkest nights for years and years and years Yeah Yeah Yeah! Morning noon and night
9.
This is a ruined town You are a broken place This is useless ground It has a senseless taste Get the dirt out of my mouth This is a branded time It has hazardous waste A bent and crooked line Going to no place So long road headin' down And you don't have to go no you really don't have to go This is a burned down door A house that goes nowhere This room is full of ghosts They just point and stare Turn away you don't need to see it. Adjust your eyesight You cannot see within The scars are just skin deep and we all have skin take off your scars and I'll take of mine Then they won't show No they won't, no they won't show. We are, we are, we are already dead in the future We are, we are, we are already dead in the future We are, we are, we are already dead in the future .... So don't wait for the future.
10.
The River 02:44
If you look in the river just right It looks like the sky at night Just when you think you're leaving town You're falling in and you're starting to drown The devil takes his own Right on home Said I was done Because I lost all my money That was pretend I'm not fooling nobody I got no control These things just spill out of my soul It's deep inside my veins To deny it leaves me in chains I tried to leave it and go my own way but God damn that demon can play The devil plays my song All night long. I got no control These things just move me in my soul It flows right through my veins To deny it leaves me in chains The devil takes his own Right on home The devil takes his own Right on home
11.
Some of Us 04:19
Don't be so hard on yourself If it wasn't you, it'd be somebody else We all have to amputate some of our parts So we can relate And it seems like some of us cut off a lot less But hey! They don't bleed. And it seems like some of us, we don't get that far because we don't feel the need I need to bleed because I - I have dreams Don't feel so bad Everyone leaves, nothing lasts We all do what we have to do Who am I to try to stop you? And it seems like all is lost but it's really not if you know deep down inside that you sacrificed for what you know is right and you really tried I need to feel so that I know I'm real I try. I try.
12.
Time is running out Time is running Time is running out Time is up And where are you going? You're always wasting the light Tearing yourself apart You try to capture the night Your head is spinning Your vision's going out Your beginning, watch out And what are you doing? You don't know how to sew and you cut yourself open You know it's gonna show And no one wants to know No one wants to know No one wants to know And where are you going? You're always wasting the light Tearing yourself apart You're trying to capture the night

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This album is best listened to with headphones while deep inside a good book, such as the engaging crime suspense novel, "Whitfield Nebraska - a Benjamin Turner novel" by author Durden Kell.
We would like to thank James C for introducing us to Whitfield's author, Angela D for being innovative & creative, Erica T for pushing the paperwork, and to all the readers of books and listeners of music.
We can't wait for the next Benjamin Turner novel from Durden Kell

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released August 1, 2015

CD & Cover designer Angela K. Durden
(c) 2015 angeladurden.com
Horse art (c) 2015 Corel Corp

(c) 2010 - 2015 Grown Up Avenger Stuff - All Rights Reserved
(p) 2010 - 2015 Infinite Space Music

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Grown Up Avenger Stuff Charlotte, North Carolina

A quick description of our sound could be "Hard Indie Rock" - perhaps QotSA with some Motown inspired harmonies and the occasional drop-C tuning. What's so special about us? Our music has, even in the most dark intense moments, an embedded smile - a wish that the music touches your heart in a way that makes you feel happy to be alive and good about who you are. ... more

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